April 9, 2009

• Wiped clean

  Have you ever had one of those weeks, or long periods of time where you feel simply drained and depressed,… not out of any ‘really’ long term depression, but it simply feels as if your energy and your consciousness has depleted to the point of delusion? Suddenly, you are forgetting what makes you significant, and your purpose on the planet,… and even who you are.
  
  Imagine, you go to sleep one night, in a hot room, tossing and turning because although you feel tired, your mind has overloaded with fragments of bizarre, negative thoughts and images. The best way you can describe it is with words like… ‘blitzed’ … and ‘static’ … and ‘raging incoherance’.
  
  … and then you wake up one morning, and everything feels absolutely new. Your thoughts are wiped clean, but your memory is intact. You no longer look at the world as a boring constant entity. Somehow, that rush of mental anguish the night before, where it felt as if your negative thoughts were lighting up like white-hot flames, and burning themselves out of existence, completely wiped you clean of the weight your negative thoughts carry on you. Its sobering, and it makes you feel as bright as the sun.
  
  …
  
  Its going to be a good month!

  • 6:19 pm
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