December 9, 2009

• A Venture into the Unknown …

  
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  I’m lying awake.
  
  Silently brooding. Gazing into the starry night that lies inward, the subconscious.

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  … I wonder,… why do I ponder the things I do?
  Why do I ask the questions I ask? Perhaps everyone is familiar with the almighty ‘Why’, as it is essential to the process of wonderment.
  Still,… why THESE questions?
  
  From what I could answer of the unspoken questions floating within the mental corridors,…
  Maybe I am secretly living a dream, motivated by both the desire for turbulence, and understanding.

  
  
  You see, I’m a person who knows a good story when I see one. An inspiring, or captivating plot-line. A compelling protagonist, and a convincing antagonist. A tapestry of mysteries, woven thread by thread into a much larger picture, and much greater revelation,…. both shocking and comforting, terrible yet prevailing. In a way, all elements of life are pieces belonging to one colossal story, and each of us live within our own chapter to that story. Our struggles, dreams, fears, and zen,… sent on various journeys to be tested, melded, and redefined by way of the path we choose. The universe is one, gigantic, epic novel.
  
  … and each of you possess a chapter in this cosmic literary work.
  
  It is here in blogs where we decide to ‘rewrite’ some of our chapter in a way that our fellow authors can articulate them, and share advice, knowledge, ideas, emotion, engagement, union, struggle, argument, logic, insight, prophecy, confession, and many other constructs of humanity which possess their own images and emotions. … When in the corporeal world you might not find specimens and conscious entities that understand you beyond a vessel of flesh and bone, the potential of seeing people for their mindsets alone is readily available, and yields occasional reward that might go un-experienced in the world of corporeal reality.
  
   
  
  
  
  So what of my chapter then?
  What causes me to dig into the depths of things that the layman would find hard to handle,… to understand or retain in sanity?
  
  “What am I looking for!?“
  
  …
  
  You see, we live in a world that is ‘filled’ with crazy truths, whether hidden by intention, or by a disbelief or inconceivability.
  You would call it the ‘unknown’. I would use a plethera of terms: Supernatural, Paranormal, Metaphysical, Psychedelic, Otherworldly, Inter-dimensional, Spirituality, Magical
  I don’t actually ‘practice’ any special ability. Any art form. … … but, merely thinking about these things causes unrest.
  A motivation to discover,… everything. And ensue all consequences therefore.

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  Somewhat of a dangerous reaction, is it not?
  Sounds like something a mad-man would admit, would it not?

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  I see these as devices meant to prod at the 4th wall.
  To understand that our reality is actually a synchonicity of nuts and bolts.
  Bare essentials.
  
  While we are all consumed with writing our own chapters, there are methods used to ‘transcend’ our calligraphy. Give the words on the flat page another dimension of insight, a reach into spacious reality just outside the hard-cover, and the leather binding, and the intricate designs.

  

  A whole new frontier. … and yet, we’ve known about it since the dawn of time.
  Since man first awakened into sentiency.
  
  …
  
  My reaction to this fundamental world of the unknown is,
  Self-consciousness.
  
  Both for the positive and the negative.
  
  I know that, in some sense, my feet are glued to the pavement. The dirt below my shoes indicates binding to a stable, yet collective illusion.
  Still, while the minute feelings of ‘inadequacy’ or ‘mundane’ has always known to bury itself underneath my fingernails, which gather filth, I may make up my ‘consistency of being’ with ‘proficiency of knowledge’.
  for if one cannot function as an astronaut, the best alternative is to strive as an astronomer.
  
  At least until a time for a promotion is at hand.

  
  
  At some instances, there is no need to quarrel with the self over the state of the self.
  For to give into such madness is unnecessary.
  
  For while a good chapter,… a good story can be laid in dark colors, contrast will state that light is equally fulfilling.
  So continue to let your chapters be written.
  
  And try to make them as inspiring, as positive, and as compelling as possible!
  
  =)
  
  
  -Pyronide / Nam3less One
  

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