September 17, 2012

June 7, 2012

  • Exodus

    Ladies and gentilemen.

    After approximately 8 years of blogging and participation in the Xanga community,

    I have finally decided that it is time to end this biography of my young, naive life.

    Some of you may hate to see me go; some of you are completely unaffected by my leaving.

    In either case, this archive of my esoteric and emotional history will soon come to an end.

     

    I will begin a lengthy phase of saving each of my posts to hard copy, so that the memories are not forgotten.

     

    I thank you, and congratulate all of you for participating in this experiment.

     

    There is simply nothing more for me to do or say here that will really matter.

     

    A necessary end to a vast chapter of my life.

     

    … and as most of my friends and spiritual acquaintances have vanished to dust, whisped away by the winds of time,

    so must all of you from my current life, and I to yours. This cycle must be complete, and thus, I shall fearlessly venture into the shadows of the forgotten.

     

     

    Once again,

    Thank you for playing!

    … and namaste!

May 29, 2012

  • Highly energetic state

    I’ve enjoyed quite the labor day today, and at the end of it all…
    after the time and a half pay…
    the old-school family reunion…
    and an extremely amusing antidote…

    I am still pulsating with energy.

     

    And now, for some reason, after enjoying a nice trip to my head in imaginative daydreaming…

    I find myself making weird gestures.

    I start pretending like I somehow have amazing psychic powers, and can throw volleys of energy at objects to knock them over.

    Or pierce the veil using my hands and step into another plane of existence.

    Or try to destroy my wireless router with ‘Force lightning’.

     

    … And as I have this crazy awesome spurt of imagination, I stand there pondering to myself:

    What part of me is actually diving into this mental world? What piece of me is convinced I’m somehow capable of these strange feats?

    I sense there is a side of me, or a channel through me, that believes that I could someday actually topple objects over with my imagination.

     

    What mental sorcery is this exactly?

     

    I blame it on an unknown, malignant tumor. O.o!

May 28, 2012

  • There is really not much that I bring to the table for conversation these days.

    Working to make a decent buck is a time consuming process.

    Although little spiritual experiences here and there occur.

    I’ve not found time to be a metaphysical scholar or psychic navigator.

    I’ve not found energy past that of what I spend to make a living.

    I am convinced this is a common trap; a compromising of my potential.

    I was shown things at my employment today that may seem exciting.

    Exciting to someone who is wholly dedicated to consumerism.

    But I realized something today:

     

    There are so many people working out there just to live. Just to survive.

    And the places they work… the things they do for a living,… they don’t actually contribute anything to the world.

    Products and promotions. Salesmanship. Finances and commerce. … These things don’t truly leave legacies.

    Most non-profit work, even, is kicking water uphill, against this behemoth I’m dwelling in.

     

    I’ve hilarously imagined to myself what kind of interesting job opportunities may open once the “Awakening/Disclosure movement” actually kicks into full gear.

    Teaching an “Extra-Terrestrial Relations” class might be fun. A diplomat or ambassador to another planet? XD XD XD

    Perhaps working for the White Hat effort, WWII style with propaganda posters and grainy old-timey films with patriotic fanfare… “War against Cabal Forces!” and big cheesy smiles.

    Maybe an Earth tourism firm, catered specifically towards Sirians with a flare for terrestrial nightlife?

     

    This all possible, IF things keep material once everything is finished.

    If I was a 4th dimensional being, and the concept of currency voided itself, I’d probably want to get a degree in Materialization and Worldly Creation.

     

    How deep, yet shallow,… my rabbit hole goes.

May 11, 2012

  • A gaze into my inner musician. Prt 1

    Hey guys!
    I decided to start a little series dedicated to the music I do (have done).
    Just as a point of showing off i guess.
    For lack of a better post topic.
    … but also, I’ve never actually shared any of my music up on this space. =P

    And then the marketing shpiel:
    Like what you hear?
    Check out the Zerobox Productions website to view the entire catalog,
    and terms of licensing!
    People steal music from the internet, and I understand why that happens.
    and THEN you have people like me who actually submit it to the US Copyright Office. ^_^
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    (Note: all tracks herein apply under the licensing terms listed on the website)
    … More to come (of the ambient/ethereal variety!) Stay tuned!

May 5, 2012

  • Interfacing with humanity

    Such a strange place we live here.

    Everyone seems to enjoy lingering on their own.

    Perhaps it is out of necessity; survival in a natural world of natural physics.

     

    Why do I feel like sharing my thoughts and feelings with you good people?

    … I don’t say this as if I somehow DON’T want to. I feel TOTALLY desired to.

    I’m simply analyzing the question for what it is. … Simply for the ‘why’.

     

    I wish there was one word, one phrase,… or a perfect series of words, or thoughts, that I could use to express my innate desire to mind meld.

    To friggen establish hive-mind with you people! O.o! To share thought and emotion directly, without having to play dodge ball against ego.

     

    Perhaps that is why I picked up the word ‘Namaste’.

    It literally means, “The God(spirit) in me acknowledges the God(spirit) in you.”

     

    … yet it seems, the more I see it used, the less I see it meant?

    Like it’s a cultured thing. A programmed response of greeting or goodbye.

     

    Namaste seems more like a… permanent idea to me.

    … well,… no. Nothing is permanent.

    I rather mean,… anything but instantaneous or short-lived.

     

    A lot of people confuse this with concepts like… romantic love, friendship, family, or kinship.

    Perhaps these are moments where it is experienced, but it is not the full representation.

    Its much more unconditional than that. Non-judgemental and even at times, non-selective.

     

    I want to feel that I know people as friends before I even meet them or know them.

     

    I just wished more people could jump right into the “hive-mind” without going through that lengthy interview/interrogation process.

     

    but that’s just me.

     

May 2, 2012

  • Supermoon

    The moon will officially become full Saturday (May 5) at 11:35 p.m. EDT. And because this month’s full moon coincides with the moon’s perigee — its closest approach to Earth — it will also be the year’s biggest.

    The moon will swing in 221,802 miles (356,955 kilometers) from our planet, offering skywatchers a spectacular view of an extra-big, extra-bright moon, nicknamed a supermoon.

    And not only does the moon’s perigee coincide with full moon this month, but this perigee will be the nearest to Earth of any this year, as the distance of the moon’s close approach varies by about 3 percent, according to meteorologist Joe Rao, SPACE.com‘s skywatching columnist. This happens because the moon’s orbit is not perfectly circular.

     This month’s full moon is due to be about 16 percent brighter than average. In contrast, later this year on Nov. 28, the full moon will coincide with apogee, the moon’s farthest approach, offering a particularly small and dim full moon.

    Though the unusual appearance of this month’s full moon may be surprising to some, there’s no reason for alarm, scientists warn. The slight distance difference isn’t enough to cause any earthquakes or extreme tidal effects, experts say.

    However, the normal tides around the world will be particularly high and low. At perigee, the moon will exert about 42 percent more tidal force than it will during its next apogee two weeks later, Rao said.

    The last supermoon occurred in March 2011.

    To view this weekend’s supermoon to best effect, look for it just after it rises or before it sets, when it is close to the horizon. There, you can catch a view of the moon behind buildings or trees, an effect which produces an optical illusion, making the moon seem even larger than it really is.

     

April 30, 2012

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April 18, 2012

  • A few affirmations and MBO’s…

    For the Most Benevolent Outcome,

    I am developing my channel, to hear my guides with nearly audible clairity, and distinguish between each of them without fail.

    I am opening my third eye to witness the wonders occurring around me at this time, as they unravel before me

    My crown is tapping into greater knowledge of self.

    “Flames of the Twin-variety” are intersecting and conjoining.

     

     

    I am pouring my creative talents effectively into every project,

    every project is coming into fruition and full form,

    and each creative form is marketable, profitable, and beneficial.

     

    Kinship is coming, and kinship is here;

    like-minds are aligning for purpose and for development,

    with fierce determination and open hearts,

    climbing the magickal, spiritual, psychic ladder,

    in preparation for the coming tide,

    to bring about positive change to the landscape.

     

     

     

    And on a selfish note,

    I have a few thousand dollars/credits in cash, and a piece of ET technology to play with.