March 18, 2012
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I had a horrible nightmare last night.
I don’t remember a lot of details, but I remember exploring the wilderness at night with my brother, and we were set upon by a savage bear. We did manage to get away, but even so, the entire rest of the dream with just drowning in fear. It got so intense that we were attacked once again, but this time by a large insect-like creature which looked quite horrifying. The rest is history, and honestly not rememberable,… but I remembered when I woke up, all of that negative evergy remained, and a majority of work today was very low in regards to performance. I was just mentally and energetically drained, and I was lacking a way to come back from that. At times, I was so low into negativity, I was a tick away from blowing up in somebodys face, which if happened, would spell out a loss of a job. … It took me the whole day to get my energy back and to pull myself out of negativity, and into positivity.
And just in time for a St Paddy’s day bouncing from club to club with friends, having perhaps the most fun I’ve had in a while.
A day of extremes
… and a testament, I guess, that I can come back from any psychological beating,… with effort.
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Just a brief expression of craziness before I slip unto slumber again and see how well tomorrow goes.
