November 2, 2008
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Stigmatization
…Is it weird that I feel strangely emotional about how envious I am toward so many people around me?
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I’ve realized that I’m so filled with anger; so much resent for the state of my world.
I can’t ignore it. … Its just there.
There has to be something to do with this.
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But what?
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Comments (7)
Hey dude! how’s the life? Mine kinda sucks right now but thats another story..how have ya been?
I can truly relate with this. I experience it often, without warning. I think it has something to do with the fact that I have Aspergers. All my life I have observed the world in a third person perspective. In other words, I dwell in this world but in another sense I am not apart of it. This leaves me feeling anger. Why does it have to be this way? There are so many wants and needs that I have, yet I am unable to acquire them. Such as human contact. Such as a nice circle of friends, ect. Well that is my side and also I am rambling. But indeed, I can relate.
@Dragon_of_Darkfaeness -
I’m still alive. =)
Long time no talk!
You know what? We should most definitely speak via IM!
MSN: Pyronide@msn.com
YIM: pyronidesfire
@orokrebanya -
You and I are both Indigo children.
I don’t mean to say it in an elitist way, but when it comes to ADD/ADHD/Aspergers/Autistics,… we don’t seem to belong with the rest of the world. It is simply fact that it is hard to relate to others because our mindsets are differing. Our form of communication is much more subtle, and its hard for us to gather with ‘social butterfly’ types and gain approval of others.
It is not impossible to resonate with others, however. It simply requires more effort to do so.
” ‘Tis true,” she said, rubbing her chin thoughtfully…
Indeed my friend. Which signifies our purpose in this existence. Perhaps we are the ones who will fight the darkness that is smothering this world, where as the rest of this world will perish in the darkness. It is already taking place. Oh it is going to take a lot of strength
I was angry at everyone for a while too, couldn’t tell ya why. It did wonders for my writing though- gave me a darker outlook on life.