August 6, 2009
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Quick update
With my current living situation, I no longer posess stable internet.
(not sure if I already stated this on an earlier post, but… its whatever).Anyways, summary of what is going on in my mind:- The hip-hop group that I produce for recently performed in front of the biggest crowd they’ve ever performed in front of… opening for Lil Wyte at The Rock in Maplewood, MN. Whats better is that they have more shows lined up,… some of them outdoor festivals. Oh yes! I love the music business.- However, a close friend of mine (one half of the group) just got kicked out of his apartment for the possession of marijuana-smoking paraphinalia. Of course, thats not the issue. The issue is… the ex of his girlfriend who was the one sending him death threats, and GOT him kicked out by telling the police about it,… cause lets face it,… weed is barely a crime in actuality. The government, however, is a biased political machine that has a long waiting list on cetain ‘reality checks’.- Thinking about getting a tattoo. The eye of horus/ra. Right upper arm. Symbolic of knowledge, power, protection, and sight (along with a number of metaphysical meanings)- I’ve been seeing 11:11′s, 111′s, 11/11′s, and 444′s EVERYWHERE! … Synchronicity is after me damnit! O.o!- I’ve been feeling a yearning. An impending transformation. I look deep in myself an see a vast collage of things I want to accomplish; things I want to experience. I want… council. I want to be around people that stimulate my creativity, sense of discovery, and spiritual inspiration. … but damnit! The entire world is filled with dumbed-down, materialistic individuals. I’m unsure what to do. … I want to dig into things that other people are afraid to dig into. … Restless soul. *facedesk*- Thats about everything. gotta leave.
Comments (8)
Understood.
My wish is for the music thing to work out. I loved that business, of course it was 1977 when I started and I was a sound tech, but we got oh so close….almost famous…:)
The tat sounds great.
Numbers…it’s 3′s or derivatives of for me. Very interesting. Orokrebanya seems to know numbers well.
Yes we are IN transformation. The challenge for a thirsty mind in the vast desert of mindless waste is to trust your intuitive compass with blind faith to guide you on your journey. Yet, when you do reach various oasis’s of stimuli, savor the drink my friend. The journey of the creative mind is both “depressing” and the most fulfilling by far.
Stay in touch when you can.
You are not alone.
Everything is about to get REAL interesting.
Peace be with you.
Transformations are difficult sometimes. Most come with some amount of pain or discomfort. Try a tarot reading
I find them highly insightful.
Wonderul news about the hip-hop group.
It’s terrible what happened to your friend. It’s ridiculous the things significant others do to each other…
The Eye of Ra is a fantastic choice, if i say so myself. It’ll do you well. And you know how I feel about tattoos on men ;} lol
Concerning your reappearing numbers, sychronisities and such, there’s nothing wrong with the numbers that keep showing up. If anything They’re good numbers to have.I’m sure you’ve looked them up in numerology to find out what they mean, so you really don’t need me to tell you what they entail. But no worries, really.
And we all go thru a transformation. Whether evident or not. You’re just lucky enough to realize it lol welcome to the club. It’s never an easy thing,transformation that is, I learned that long ago but you seem to be the kind of guy that can handle it. :) I understand what you mean about wanting to be around people that ultimately give you reason to better yourself. That’s the best kind of person; the one who can stimulate and inspire. Dig deep for things others wouldn’t dare look for, that’s what makes you diferent than everyone else. And know that you’ve got someone of like mind encouraging you, my dear. Everything is changing for you, you’re growing in your life; away with the old, in with the new. Rebirth. Into a new, better, stronger, a sounder you. Embrace it. You have the means to make your life beautiful.
Be well, love.
@gypsypoet58 -
Interesting you say!
This I feel is true. Its good to know that the shift is occuring in the prime of my life. I’ll be somewhere around 25 when 2012 comes about, for instance. It feels as if my life has been specifically synchronized with it, to see me cross the veil still a young man. … but of course, I don’t think age is much the determinant for anything anymore. There are 5 month old geniuses, and 80 year old morons, while the nature of things would suggest vice versa.
Just a random thought.
I guess what I’m really trying to say is that, the fabled curse: “May you live in interesting times.” … I never thought it as a curse. More of a source for activation.
@Monomyth -
I never really investigated tarot as a way of personal insight, but my mentality on the subject of divination has changed. Perhaps I could discover something (as long as I can find a tarot-reader who won’t charge me for the service. Esoteric capitalism is still just ‘business for profit’ anyhow.)
@mindreading_healer -
It is terrible what happened to my friend, but I showed very little pity for it, since… well… perhaps you might not understand, as you were not mixed up in this specific drama (a lot more goes into this story than what meets the eye), but lets just say that all of his misfortunes as of the past few months are completely just by nature, and therefore, I can only shrug. … What do you say to someone who won’t listen to you? All in all, I can’t place emotion into a mess that is deserved.
Harsh to say maybes, but sometime, harsh is the only right answer.
I’ve been very much aware that these numbers are evidence of my personal alignment and growing consciousness with the rest of the universe, and its never a bad thing. … For a while, I actually kept seeing 11:12, which I suggested was a sign indicating I was overshooting (or falling short of) 11:11, but the most unique powers of the mind tend to invent its own synchronicities when left unchecked.
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And this time around, I feel that the ‘inspiring kin’ are worth keeping around once they are found, and I agree, and feel comfortable exchanging mental frequencies with people like you. =)
@Pyronide -
Pshah! Get your own deck and buy a Nancy Shavick book. Then you’ll be all set.